Today, Scott told me he needs his space. My efforts to be over affectionate to hopefully reverse the effects of my bitchiness over the past couple months are doing the exact opposite of what I hoped. My sister had some good advice for me. She said I should tell him I will continue to work on the things he doesn't like about me and give him his space. The only thing I ask is that he not hook up with other girls. I did that and he agreed.
The hardest part for me is not burdening him with my emotions saying I'm really hurt. I have been hoping for a quick fix, since it seemed his falling out of love with me happened quickly. Unfortunately, this isn't going to be quick. It might not happen at all. Somehow, I need to learn to be happy despite his feelings toward me.
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